Exit Pt. V (Shame On A Nigga)

from The 3 Faces Of Beauty: A Violent Misinterpretation of Morgan Montgomery by Kaonashi

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The guilt, the fear, the shame.
No one should feel this way for being in love.
My guilt, my fear, my shame.
It won’t go away.
I don’t want to be in love.

You’re such a drama king, you're such a trauma queen and its the kind of thing where it just won’t come out.
Clear browser history, its no big mystery, its just the kind of thing where you just need to come out.
I turn my fear into hatred.
Red, blistering and its about to come out.
I’m about to come out.

I did not come out that closet.
Tresspassed and displayed, the door was pried open.
I’m here in dismay.

Guilt.
My guilt.
My guilt and.
My shame.
My guilt and my shame.
My guilt.
My guilt and.
My guilt and my shame and my shame.
My guilt.
My guilt and.
My shame.
My guilt and my shame.
My guilt.
My guilt and.
My guilt.
My guilt and my shame.
My guilt.
My guilt and.
My guilt.
My guilt and my shame.

I feel like I’m Cliché Guevara fighting a civil cold war and my firearm is like a firework and it’s so entertaining for just everyone to watch me take myself down in this colorful, ridiculous, immature way.
Do you know what it’s like to come out to black parents?
Do you know what its like for your life to be everyone else’s problem?

Is there something we should know?
Is there sugar in your tank?
Put some bass in your voice and stand up straight.
Yes, I’m gay.
Morgan is a girl’s name anyway.

My guilt, my fear, my shame.
Take it all away.
I don’t care if you’re straight, just let me be me

And lately I’ve been feeling like an underdog barking up the wrong tree.
Feeling empty, a self-fulfilling prophecy.
Put my feeling aside and I’ve been lost for a while now.

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from The 3 Faces Of Beauty: A Violent Misinterpretation of Morgan Montgomery, released January 26, 2024

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