I often think about what will happen to me. I made up my mind to change my life but everything stays the same. Found comfort in memories, fantasies and dreams. The only things I know that won’t grow old and be different than they were yesterday.
When morning time comes, I’ll bring my heart along.
It’s that moment when the streetlights are still on at 6am. I know the sun is coming but it’s still so dark, and the view of the city sleeping evokes forlorn. Painful, but peaceful. I’m free from judgement. I want to feel this way forever.
I always wanted to be that character in the movie who makes everyone happy and makes her parents proud but that script was ripped to shreds on the day that I was born. Now I’m a crisis actor fighting for the big screen. You only think about yourself. We all have problems, we all need help and I can’t help it if I feel this way. It’s not my decision if everything will be okay. Everything is not okay. Everything is not okay. I want to kill myself. We all have problems, we all need help. So this is where our love will lie: the you and I in suicide. I love you.
Fuck the Fantasy, fuck the Sanguine, fuck the Trigger. I want to lock and load 931 chambers and make the coldest dish of revenge ever served and go one by one by one until they’re all.
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Romance of Affliction somehow makes an old genre feel brand new. Amazing. I would have swore this album was from 2005 if I didn't see with my own eyes it wasn't. SYSC takes everything good about mid-00s metalcore and brings it into the modern day, leaving behind the trash. It's a pure distillation of the genre with brilliant structure, pacing, and lyrics. The album ebbs and flows, letting emotions swell before punching in with some of the most intense passages I've heard in a while. rettisawesome
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Even for this genre the sheer intensity of this album always manages to floor me. Might not be the most unique album under the sun but it doesn't have to be; the performances are tight and ferocious, the songwriting is dynamic and explosive, the production is crushing, it's just all things to a mathcore fan. napalmsatan
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